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Saturday, June 25, 2016

The littlest things

have you ever just grateful to have someone *generally, family.friends. who remember all the littlest things that youu really5 love to do..


it hve been days that I really cravingg STEAMBOATTT. the me type selagi tak dapat benda yang craving selagi tula susah nak makan benda lain. 2 hari tak makan pon takpe..sebab kalau makan pun jadi mual...lagi bertambah teruk kalau tgh datang bulan. wajib kena laksanakan craving or badan terus jadi sakit dan mual yang sgtla teruk. thankyouuu guyssss melaksanakan makan2 ni.hehe. I really5 do appreciate it. at least this make me  feeling less bitter for wht ve happened this un fun week.

thankyou for those yang concern pasal perpindahan ke rumah sewa too. its such a sweet deed that you guys wanna help to carried our stuff without even asking!! macam tahu2 je tengah pening psl brg keperluan lagi.. RIP money,,,for this week. all cash sedebuk in a day. mmg sakit. mula2 ingt nak pakai khidmat je then few friends tawarkan diri nak help rasa ringan sikit kepala.  at least, less money bab servis ni. terharu gila bila diorg kata apa guna kawan. huhu. nila org kata kawan yg akan muncul bila tengah susah. bila dunia tengah tunggang terbalik. ceh. hiperbola. Alhamdulillah for that kind of friends. my dad akan datang bersama brg2 keperluan lain but I xnkla susahkan org tua bab nak angkut and agihkan brg ,.coz after all this timeee....takde org lain yg buat accept my dad...kesian ayah saya...at least masa my dad dtg all dh setup tinggal dia letak tilam je.hihi. forever be my king and my beloved hero.nilah perkara perkara kecil yang boleh mmbahagiakan orang...make me happy....
tapi bila buat baik ni it take few people to realise it.... ada org buat baik 1000 kali pun org tak nampak tapi sekali dia shaitonnnn selamanya akan dicap shaitonnn..thats human.




skang tgh viral psl a couple sewa limo. nak rasa sweet ke apa ke tu pendpt masing2. nk kata mmbazir ke tu duit lelaki tu. sukatila kan nak buat pe. maybe duit dah bergunung sgt smpai xtaw nak watpe so pi sewa limo,hoho.bagi pndpt ikhlas aku perkara yang sweet tu benda2 kecil yang orang lain tak nampak bertapa bermaknanya perkara kecil tu kat  kita melainkan org yang sayangkan kita..... sebab org yang syg kita nila akan nampak benda yg org lain xnmpk kat kita. so dr situ kita tahuuu dia betul2 sygkan kita. cthnya benda cliche la aku suka makan. org yg rpt or syg mesti tahu aku suka and they give me  food..hahha nak bonus sayang++ diorg bagi fav food. ada banyak lagi contoh lain tapi kena rahsiala! tak special kalau semua tahu. :p something about me I realised  Im not someone yg kebendaan . bukan nak be proud ke apa or whtever u thinking, alhamdulillah my parent ajar I a great lesson about "kebendaan". Although asal dr family yg boleh je nak dpt apa yg kau nak tapi my dad still teach me how to get it but in a hard way and yes of course u kena always pray to Allah utk minta apa yg kau nak dan apa yg kau dh ada sekarang. :)

nah aku tinggal 1 lagi fav lagu ost love rosie .huhu. lagu takde kaitan dengan cerita.

Dreams, dreams
Of when we had just started things
Dreams of you and me
And it seems, it seems
That I can't shake those memories
I wonder if you have the same dreams too.

The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but it's so true
I know it's not right, but it seems unfair
The things are reminding me of you
Sometimes I wish we could just pretend
Even if only for one weekend
So come on, Tell me
Is this the end?


Alone again (Naturally)

I just love this song

In a little while from now
If I'm not feeling any less sour
I promise myself to treat myself
And visit a nearby tower
And climbing to the top
Will throw myself off
In an effort to
Make it clear to whoever
Wants to know what it's like When you're shattered
Left standing in the lurch at a church
Were people saying, My God, that's tough
She stood him up
No point in us remaining
We may as well go home
As I did on my own
Alone again, naturally
To think that only yesterday
I was cheerful, bright and gay
Looking forward to who wouldn't do
The role I was about to play
But as if to knock me down
Reality came around
And without so much as a mere touch
Cut me into little pieces
Leaving me to doubt
Talk about, God in His mercy
Oh, if he really does exist
Why did he desert me
In my hour of need
I truly am indeed
Alone again, naturally
It seems to me that
There are more hearts broken in the world
That can't be mended
Left unattended
What do we do
What do we do
Alone again, naturally
Looking back over the years
And whatever else that appears
I remember I cried when my father died
Never wishing to hide the tears
And at sixty-five years old
My mother, God rest her soul
Couldn't understand why the only man
She had ever loved had been taken
Leaving her to start
With a heart so badly broken
Despite encouragement from me
No words were ever
And when she passed away
I cried and cried all day
Alone again, naturally
Alone again, naturally

Thursday, June 23, 2016

2 am

its 2 am in the morning now.....
still awakee...study+dying.
esok exam statistic....hope tak macam comp archi tadi. menangis tengok soalan. terrible gila. statistic=math=and i doesnt into math sgt....and my course basic are MATH+PROGRAMMING.
course InfoSec ...whyyyyyyyyyyy.hahaha. dalam byk2 upu yang bersuaian dngan pointer aku kt matrik kenapa aku dpt InfoSec T_T. sumpah down gila. dengan programming ke laut, math lagi ler. kadang2 kita merancang Allah yang tentukan...I always remind myself Allah the best planner.... the perfect Life Designer..benda jadi mesti ada sebabb..tapiii how i wish i know the reason nowww than later....or years after now. ni macam kes masuk sekolah sains. sigh. suka belajar sains tapi ....... hmm.  I love learning machine...computer..software but passion tak tinggi sangat mcm org yang betul do the programming. hadap computer for hours...coding T_T . rasa macam tak fit enough. tak tahu nak cakap kat siapa dah sbb semua org punya pndpt to me is too cliche and tak open up my mind sgt... or Im beingg too ignorant. haha. Im the type yang rela/ lebih suka tulis karangan full smpai 10 muka surat pon takpe asalkan NO MATH/NUMBERING. but whyyy I always dpt yg contra from my passion. T_T My lect ckp if u think it doesnt fit u are still early to backout but I dont think I can be able to do that...thats wayyyyyy too easyyy. and im not that kind of person. I kinda love risking my life as it make life more colourful, adventure and experience-full. So, rene.... u must willingly proceed and u just gotta be extra kental ! remember BABAH and MAMA always.

bebelan malam. kuatkan semangat sendiri. since beginning mmg kita tak boleh harapkan orang lain utk motivate diri unless you yourself :) - lect kimia KMM

Monday, June 20, 2016

Define Arina


Assalamualaikum hai selamat pagi :)

Act ppagi dh grumpy sikit sebab org kacau aku sleep............ memcik tau. dhla diz week mmg tidur like 2-3 hours. btw, now kitorg tgh final. doakanlah kami dpt jawab dgn baik. flying colours githu. yeah final tula tidur ke laut sikit, dia punya tak tenang tu lain mcm . mata panda jgn ckplaaaaaaaa.

What is Arina?
A mixture of Aris+Muslina=Soft+Rough=Kind+Naughty=Patience+Temper

if u know what i mean

What Arina love the most?
People buying her food.LOL

What Arina hate the most?
People disturbing her basic needs. Such as sleeping&eating time.

What is Arina FAV hobby?
hm. eat read sleep

In a GREAT food relationship with
Shawerma *currently FAV after breaking up with mee tarik

Why Arina is gettin fat?
because she eat more but less exercise ,she realise it but whos care.HAHA

When will Arina be the 47kg Arina back?
a second moment when she saw her body goals then back to 5xkg Arina, So I bet it take a longggg time to go. In Sha Allah but not promise 47 . Too far farrrrr awayyy to catch up. but thats not impossible.

What Arina love to do when nobody around?
singing.meheeheehe


What is Arina should do now?
Sleeping


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